Friday, December 15th, 2006
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2:13 pm - weight-loss update
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just weighed myself again at my parent's house, yup i got naked and weighed myself, i now weigh 100.8 lbs oh yeah go me! that means that my goal of 98 lbs or less by new years is fully attainable and in sight. only 2.8 lbs left to go. i am now officially the thinnest i've ever been in my life. im actually really proud of myself and i love the way i look. granted, i have no boobs anymore, but thats the price you pay and it's a reasonable price at least in my eyes.
current mood:  hopeful
current music: infected mushroom
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Wednesday, December 13th, 2006
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11:17 am
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today i feel like drugs...hmm..yup, drugs. i weigh 103lbs. i feel so nice, only 5lbs to go!
height: 4'11"
cw: 103
bmi: 20.8
hw: 145
lw: 103
gw: 98 (or less)
disorder: ednos (undiagnosed) with a drug problem...
what i've eaten in the past 2 days ammounts to a couple handfuls of cheese-its and lots of water. it feels really nice to only have 5lbs to go, and even nicer when you see people for the first time in a while and you hear "oh my god!!! look at you! you're so skinny!" whats sad though, is that even though its really great to hear those things is what passes through your mind right after the sudden wave of flattery, i dont know about you but i think, "not skinny enough, yet...maybe ever." knowing you guys though, we're in the same boat, nice to know im not going to drown alone...
current mood:  apathetic
current music: just the music in my head
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Wednesday, October 4th, 2006
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2:05 am - even the quiz says so
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| You scored as Eating Disorders. Congratulations! You have an eating disorder! You know what it's like to have "fat" eyelids and that there's exactly 58 calories in one medium-sized green apple. Western society has discarded your well-being for sickly, paper-thin models and celebrities; welcome to the club, sister.
Eating Disorders | | 100% | Unipolar Depression | | 83% | Borderline Personality Disorder | | 67% | Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder | | 50% | Antisocial Personality Disorder | | 17% | Schizophrenia | | 0% | </td>
Which mental disorder do you have?
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current mood:  uncomfortable
current music: the scene aesthetic-alvin maker's
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Wednesday, September 13th, 2006
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8:07 pm - i almost forgot
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oh yes and i must tell you what i've eaten today:
1. 2 cookies this morning around 9am
2. 1/8 a bottle of diet pepsi (my teacher took it away[wtf?! im in college! can they even do that anymore?] anyway he did it so thats why i had so little of it)
now hopefully ill continue down this road and things will work out i promise ill post before and after pics but only when i reach my goal weight = )
by the way just as a side note im taking ephedra and aderal (not at the same time)
what i do is: i take them alternating days for both and sometimes i skip a day just to make sure that i dont build up a tolerance to either one of them. because then i would stop losing weight and that would just be bad. anyway, im almost there.
highest weight: 143
current weight: 117
weight left to lose: 117
weight lost: 26
yippee skippy!! im more than half way there i didnt realize that until just now!!! eeek im so excited!
current mood:  excited
current music: HIM
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7:24 pm - it's been a while
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since i last posted, i know i know. and im sorry its just that i've been getting so low about my weight and all that i just stopped looking at the scale i went up about 3 or 4 pounds for a little while and that made me really sad i was being careless and i have no one to blame but myself but its ok now because im new and improved (but not perfected) i guess i should give my new stats eh?
Name:chloe
Age:18
Gender:female
Location:so cal
Height:4'11''
CW:117
BMI:23.6
HW:143
LW:103
STGW:110
LTGW:100
Pics(optional):nope not yet
Anything else? nada
current mood:  cheerful
current music: run -snow patrol
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Monday, August 7th, 2006
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1:14 am - the winner is the thinner
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so, im on ephedra right now. i've been taking it since last monday and i am now 120 lbs. that means i've lost 23 lbs so far!! yaaay!! only 20 more to go!! wish me luck!!
</br> this means that i've lost 5 lbs in 1 week so at this rate it should only take me about a month to lose the rest, thats not so bad...</br>
current mood:  anxious
current music: elton john-tiny dancer
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Friday, August 4th, 2006
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2:49 pm - ephedra is my friend = )
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well, ill admit to it, im guilty and im weak but what can i say? i started taking ephedra again on monday (july 31, 2006) and today is friday (august 4, 2006) and on monday i was roughly about 125 lbs and today i am roughly 122 lbs i have to say my spirits have been lifted tremendously! well thats all i have to say for now. </br> = ) </br>
current mood: ecstatic
current music: cky
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Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
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3:41 am - day # 5
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im not proud of myself for today i didn't so very well because it was my moms birthday and i had to eat whether or not i was hungry.
my heaviest weight: 143 (yuck!)
my current weight: 124.5
my goal weight: 100
how much i have left to lose: 24.5
how much i have lost: 18.5
what i ate:
1. yoplait yogurt
2. mini pizza (about 4" wide)
3. fajitas @ el patio
4. refried beans w/ cheese @ el patio
5. 1/2 of a cucumber
p.s. im wondering when the boy i like is going to notice me...
current mood:  tired
current music: the all american rejects- swing swing
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Tuesday, July 25th, 2006
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4:09 am - day # 4
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today i didnt exercize at all unfortunately but i did OK eating-wise, i wish i hadnt had so many cheetos but its too late to take that back now..
my heaviest weight: 143 (yuck!)
my current weight: 125
my goal weight: 100
how much i have left to lose: 25
how much i have lost: 18
what i ate today:
1. yopplait yogurt
2. white tea
3. 2 handfulls of cheetos
4. 1/2 of a cucumber
5. 12 baby carrots
6. about 4 cups of diet pepsi
current mood: tired
current music: ashlee simpson
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Sunday, July 23rd, 2006
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10:28 pm - day # 3
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today was better, i didnt eat all that much and i went to the beach and swam for about 3 1/2 hours so im proud of myself for that.
my heaviest weight: 143 (yuck!)
my current weight: 125.5
my goal weight: 100
how much i have left to lose: 25.5
how much i have lost: 17.5
what i ate today:
around 10:30 a.m.
1. french fries from in n' out
2. 1/2 of a small diet coke
around 4:30 p.m.
3. 1/2 of a shake from jack in the box
around 10:15 p.m.
4. a yoplait yogurt
current mood:  horny
current music: children of bodom
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2:38 am - day#2
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today was not a good day as far as eating goes...it was my friends baby shower so i had to eat im hungry now but i had a glass of water and did about 210 situps and that seemed to work and it made up for my day.
my heaviest weight: 143 (yuck!)
my current weight: 126.5
my goal weight: 100
how much i have left to lose: 26.5
how much i have lost: 16.5
what i ate today:
1. hot dog with ketchup and mustard
2. about 1/4 cup of spaghetti
3. about 1/4 cup of egg salad
4. a slice of cake
5. a handfull of chips
current mood: hungry
current music: hilary duff- the beat of my heart
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Saturday, July 22nd, 2006
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2:38 am - i have a few things to say
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here is journal #1:
i have 2 probalems:
*my weight
*i can't sleep
my heaviest weight: 143 (yuck!)
my current weight: 126.5
my goal weight: 100
how much i have left to lose: 26.5
how much i have lost: 16.5
food today:
1.half of a lean cuisine
2.half a can of dr.pepper
3.half of a burrito from sharkies
so, no, today has been terrible and hopfully tomorrow i will be able to exercise more self control.
current mood:  sad
current music: the killers
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