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weight-loss update

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 22:24:08 GMT

just weighed myself again at my parent's house, yup i got naked and weighed myself, i now weigh 100.8 lbs oh yeah go me! that means that my goal of 98 lbs or less by new years is fully attainable and in sight. only 2.8 lbs left to go. i am now officially the thinnest i've ever been in my life. im actually really proud of myself and i love the way i look. granted, i have no boobs anymore, but thats the price you pay and it's a reasonable price at least in my eyes.

Wed, 13 Dec 2006 19:17:30 GMT

today i feel like drugs...hmm..yup, drugs. i weigh 103lbs. i feel so nice, only 5lbs to go!

height: 4'11"
cw: 103
bmi: 20.8
hw: 145
lw: 103
gw: 98 (or less)
disorder: ednos (undiagnosed) with a drug problem...

what i've eaten in the past 2 days ammounts to a couple handfuls of cheese-its and lots of water. it feels really nice to only have 5lbs to go, and even nicer when you see people for the first time in a while and you hear "oh my god!!! look at you! you're so skinny!" whats sad though, is that even though its really great to hear those things is what passes through your mind right after the sudden wave of flattery, i dont know about you but i think, "not skinny enough, yet...maybe ever." knowing you guys though, we're in the same boat, nice to know im not going to drown alone...

even the quiz says so

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 09:07:55 GMT

You scored as Eating Disorders. Congratulations! You have an eating disorder! You know what it's like to have "fat" eyelids and that there's exactly 58 calories in one medium-sized green apple. Western society has discarded your well-being for sickly, paper-thin models and celebrities; welcome to the club, sister.

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Eating Disorders

100%

Unipolar Depression

83%

Borderline Personality Disorder

67%

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

50%

Antisocial Personality Disorder

17%

Schizophrenia

Which mental disorder do you have?
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i almost forgot

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 03:10:13 GMT

oh yes and i must tell you what i've eaten today:

1. 2 cookies this morning around 9am
2. 1/8 a bottle of diet pepsi (my teacher took it away[wtf?! im in college! can they even do that anymore?] anyway he did it so thats why i had so little of it)

now hopefully ill continue down this road and things will work out i promise ill post before and after pics but only when i reach my goal weight = )

by the way just as a side note im taking ephedra and aderal (not at the same time)
what i do is: i take them alternating days for both and sometimes i skip a day just to make sure that i dont build up a tolerance to either one of them. because then i would stop losing weight and that would just be bad. anyway, im almost there.

highest weight: 143
current weight: 117
weight left to lose: 117
weight lost: 26

yippee skippy!! im more than half way there i didnt realize that until just now!!! eeek im so excited!

it's been a while

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 02:31:10 GMT

since i last posted, i know i know. and im sorry its just that i've been getting so low about my weight and all that i just stopped looking at the scale i went up about 3 or 4 pounds for a little while and that made me really sad i was being careless and i have no one to blame but myself but its ok now because im new and improved (but not perfected) i guess i should give my new stats eh?

Name:chloe
Age:18
Gender:female
Location:so cal
Height:4'11''
CW:117
BMI:23.6
HW:143
LW:103
STGW:110
LTGW:100
Pics(optional):nope not yet
Anything else? nada

the winner is the thinner

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 08:21:23 GMT

so, im on ephedra right now. i've been taking it since last monday and i am now 120 lbs. that means i've lost 23 lbs so far!! yaaay!! only 20 more to go!! wish me luck!!

</br> this means that i've lost 5 lbs in 1 week so at this rate it should only take me about a month to lose the rest, thats not so bad...</br>

ephedra is my friend = )

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 21:56:46 GMT

well, ill admit to it, im guilty and im weak but what can i say? i started taking ephedra again on monday (july 31, 2006) and today is friday (august 4, 2006) and on monday i was roughly about 125 lbs and today i am roughly 122 lbs i have to say my spirits have been lifted tremendously! well thats all i have to say for now. </br>

= )

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day # 5

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 10:47:07 GMT

im not proud of myself for today i didn't so very well because it was my moms birthday and i had to eat whether or not i was hungry.

my heaviest weight: 143 (yuck!)
my current weight: 124.5
my goal weight: 100
how much i have left to lose: 24.5
how much i have lost: 18.5

what i ate:
1. yoplait yogurt
2. mini pizza (about 4" wide)
3. fajitas @ el patio
4. refried beans w/ cheese @ el patio
5. 1/2 of a cucumber

p.s. im wondering when the boy i like is going to notice me...

day # 4

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 11:21:30 GMT

today i didnt exercize at all unfortunately but i did OK eating-wise, i wish i hadnt had so many cheetos but its too late to take that back now..

my heaviest weight: 143 (yuck!)
my current weight: 125
my goal weight: 100
how much i have left to lose: 25
how much i have lost: 18

what i ate today:

1. yopplait yogurt
2. white tea
3. 2 handfulls of cheetos
4. 1/2 of a cucumber
5. 12 baby carrots
6. about 4 cups of diet pepsi

day # 3

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 05:34:54 GMT

today was better, i didnt eat all that much and i went to the beach and swam for about 3 1/2 hours so im proud of myself for that.

my heaviest weight: 143 (yuck!)
my current weight: 125.5
my goal weight: 100
how much i have left to lose: 25.5
how much i have lost: 17.5

what i ate today:

around 10:30 a.m.

1. french fries from in n' out
2. 1/2 of a small diet coke

around 4:30 p.m.

3. 1/2 of a shake from jack in the box

around 10:15 p.m.

4. a yoplait yogurt

day#2

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 09:43:16 GMT

today was not a good day as far as eating goes...it was my friends baby shower so i had to eat im hungry now but i had a glass of water and did about 210 situps and that seemed to work and it made up for my day.

my heaviest weight: 143 (yuck!)
my current weight: 126.5
my goal weight: 100
how much i have left to lose: 26.5
how much i have lost: 16.5

what i ate today:

1. hot dog with ketchup and mustard
2. about 1/4 cup of spaghetti
3. about 1/4 cup of egg salad
4. a slice of cake
5. a handfull of chips

i have a few things to say

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 09:48:03 GMT

here is journal #1:
i have 2 probalems:
*my weight
*i can't sleep

my heaviest weight: 143 (yuck!)
my current weight: 126.5
my goal weight: 100
how much i have left to lose: 26.5
how much i have lost: 16.5

food today:

1.half of a lean cuisine
2.half a can of dr.pepper
3.half of a burrito from sharkies

so, no, today has been terrible and hopfully tomorrow i will be able to exercise more self control.